This be the year of the ick, or well, not quite.
Just the start of it has been ick but with hiccups of good. Like, getting closer to a friend and knowing how much they really do, indeed, care about me. That's pretty calming to me, prolly the writer in me and my love of getting to know characters and their relationships with others. Does that make sense? Hope so. Anyway, school this semester was straight lack of motivation and I used up all my absences by the time I got back on track. *sweats*
I was supposed to go on a trip to visit my long distance boyfriend this week for spring break but ahaha, that did not happen at the very last minute through the power of parental fuckery and many many udnerestimations and excuses. That bout sums that up. So now, I've been sorta depressed for the last couple days but my friends have done alright in cheering me up. Even one who I'm hella chill with but hadn't talked to in a while, texted me out of the blue to check on me and now she's treating me to yummy 'feel good' foods. I'm so happy to have such kind and beautiful people in my life and I, a welcome member in theirs. Nothing better than feeling wanted.
My boyfriend, however, we're taking some time, it seems, well, he is and I get that, just sucks. He lives so far away and the silence kills even more than it would if he lived nearby. Idk when we'll get to meet, that is a hazy point on the map when it was such a clear point even if I was the one making the step to go first. Just a bit uncertain with this part of my life, now and sad to admit that, to be honest. Sigh, I'm trying to feel better and bracing myself for the future.
Out of all that, I'm happy to announce that I'm open for Commissions
I'm saving up for my first apartment in the coming year and will be offering the following:Chibi's - $20
Headshots - $15
Full-Bodies - $30
*All will be colored unless specified to only line or sketch for cheaper price
*Willing to do NSFW things, nothing too hardcore
*Note me if interested